All about my pregnancy,,,,,,,

Well with my first child Paige i was 16 and my she weighed 7lb 2.Half way through my pregnancy i started having  problems with my pelvis. My bones wern't strong enough to cope with the pregnancy which caused my pelvis to snap. The doctors called this pelvis disfuction. I was told i would have to have a c- section but as you no on your first you want to have a natural labour and i was adament i was. I ended up on crutches then had to have a brace fitted to take the weight of my bump, eveyday was gettin worse. I eventually went into labour and i did what i said i had my beutifull girl naturally even though i wish i didnt now as my pelvis has never been the same.

Pregnant again...........

Then doctors told me i could end up in a wheel chair if i had any more but i wanted a brother for Paige. Nearly 3 years down the line i fell pregnant with Jaden.

Decision time............

 My head was in a mess as to what to do as i'd already been told, "anymore and you will be in a wheelchair." That led to sleepless nights, depression, having to decide what was best, 'risking being in a wheelchair, or going through with an abortion.' For the first time in my life i followed my heart not my head. That's when i had my beautiful little boy Jaden who was 8lb 11 which was a big difference to Paige. So as you mums know the pain of pregnancy, i was dreading laying this big baba out. The doctors said i had to have a c-section. I had no choice in this matter as my pelvis had started to trouble me again.

The day of my appointment......

I woke up scared, i was worried what would go wrong. It didn't cross my mind i was giving birth i was more worried that something wouldn't go right. The thought of being in a wheelchair with two small children scared me. What life would we all have? I felt as though i was to blame.

My appointment was at 1pm but had to be there at 9am. At 9.15 they told me i was next. Well my legs went, i was shaking, I couldn't even talk. I have never been so frightened in my life. They wheeled me down to thertre, got me ready, give me the eppidural and ..........................

The next thing i remember was hearing my little baby boy cry. The pain had just melted away at just hearing his cry. I had no concern for myself just as long as he was ok.

Luckily the doctor who told me "ill be in a wheelchair if i have anymore" was wrong. I recovered although it's not a full recovery. My pelvis still gives me trouble. I stiffen up if i've been sat for too long. Also it clicks if i move too fast and gives me incredible pain. The doctors say it will wear off but still no change and Jaden is now 2years 5month.

Now i have had both my children i dont think ill ever be back to norma.l I'm 22 and feel like a 60 year old woman. Day to day life sometimes is a struggle lifting, walking and playing with my kids affects me. I don't think people have heard about this pelvis disfunction so i'd just like to let people no how mine affected my life.

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